Finding LOVE at 43 1/2
I became a first time bride at 43. A miracle. I had never even been close, not even a failed engagement. And I actually wished I could have claimed that, at least that would have meant that in a fleeting moment someone saw the potential for me to be their wife.
There was NOTHING I didn't try even as painful and embarrassing as the options were to me. I resorted to doing all the things I thought only desperate women would do...
I answered personal ads in the newspaper (the one I mustered up the courage to call asked me how tall I was, then hung up on me after I told him 5 foot 2).
I was a pioneer on the online dating sites (when you could meet EVERYONE on the site).
I declared my single status with friends and family and was ready for a blind date in a seconds notice.
These strategies did help me find "love"...well at least close enough. He's adorable but doesn't have a job... or car, he's hilarious but smokes a lot of pot, he's handy but thinks yoga is a cult! The stars were not aligning.
Of course I was not Miss America either...I was drinking too much, working too much, shopping too much. Staying as busy as possible to avoid the heavy silence of loneliness.
So heartbreak after heartbreak I found myself alone.
I was losing hope that I would ever find the one I could grow old with, drag to family reunions, debrief a day at the office, make spaghetti with, plan spontaneous weekends at the hot springs, and be the +1 on holiday party RSVP cards....
As I got older it got harder. My friends were getting married and having babies. I was still single collecting chihuahuas.
When I turned 25. I was still single. I thought, No problem I will definitely meet him before I am 30.
Then 30 came, still nothing, DEVASTATION hit, (lost several weekends crying on the couch).
Then I turned 40. Alone.
Guys I dated were now wary of me...
I was wary of the guys.
They must be the yucky defects. The crusty, stale leftovers. The good ones were snatched up ages ago.
I felt hopeless, I was ready to give up. Clearly I am not good enough, and began to prepare for a spinster life.
My friends were all married... some of their kids were already in high school! WHAT is wrong with me!?
But then I figured it out, after years and years of dating, dead end relationships, tears, therapy, and disappointment, I learned that there was nothing wrong with me. I discovered that finding love doesn't have to be hard or painful and I was able to take action and find a new way. And when I did a whole new caliber of guy showed up, and I finally found my sweet Larry.
I am so grateful that I have met such a special person that gets me, supports me, and is someone I play, create, grow and laugh with everyday.
I discovered the formula...and I want to share it with YOU.
YOUR BIG HAPPY LOVE COACH- MACY
Macy has discovered the sweet spot of attracting LOVE, leveraging a combination of her leadership corporate change management expertise, creative exploration, Intuitive/Energy Healing, Kundalini yoga/meditation and other radical proven technologies for transformation. BIG Happy LOVE is a powerful and FUN path to help women experience positive change in their lives and has been working with these tools for over 10 years